The Next Farewell

Are we ever ready to say goodbye

Today has been so long

And I'm not ready for tomorrow

Cuz I'm not ready to let you go

My memories are clear

It feels like you're still here

I can't help but to think

This isn't happening to me

Everywhere I look a piece of you is there

You where a mother, grandmother, and friend

I knew that the day would come

But couldn't believe it when you were really gone

Goodbye,  I love you

Let's meet again 

In another lifetime

This is not the end

My Lost Self

Wandering, hiding, scared. Can't scream.

Lost inside of my own scary dreams.

Where am I going, I'm lost in my mind.

I'm suck in this maze that nobody can find.

I see phantoms of my child self,

Walking through these walls.

The traces of happy times,

Now I can barely recall.

I hid from the outside

To not fall apart.

But little did I know

This was just the start.

This nightmare I've been trapped in

Trying to crawl out.

But nobody can hear me

No matter how loud I shout.

Lonely crowd

In a room full of people Do they really see me Am I hiding? Am I trying? I need to feel connected But the world feels like they've neglected I'm holding on oh so dear To a life form that is not here Try to bury my sadness under Hide my cries in the rain and thunder I'm dying of this loneliness Not so sure how to win this So many faces surround me All of which who know me But deep inside I'm screaming I'm so lonely I'm so lonely I know they don't understand How one can be in a crowd And still feel like The only one around

Moving

Hi everyone.  Sorry I have been on the DL (down low) the last few days.  I have been busy with moving. I will be back as soon as this move is completely.  I have so much planned!  I can't hardly wait. I'll write again soon.

Survey

Hey lovely people, I have a little survey I put together for you.

It's all about you! Survey

Where does this road take me

I am still wide awake after a 12 hour day at work, pondering what should I do with my life?

Today I am sitting patiently by my computer, debating if I am making the right choices in life, to stay on the safe side...

I am wondering if my life has become stale because I left my risky side behind, or if my life was already stale but I wanted to try some risky business to keep my self sane...

What does it mean to take a risk?

Does it mean that it is all or nothing?

So many questions are currently going through my mind...

I am at a divide in the road, like Robert Frost has once written about.

Should I take the path less traveled?

Am I currently following someone else's footsteps because I am afraid of the consequences the other road may bring?

All of the questions...

One path must be decided upon.

Where will this road lead me?

Is this road taking me home?

Starting New

Hi everyone, it's been a long time since the last time I posted a blog. I hope everyone is having a wonderful week. I am posting to let everyone know that I am going to be starting another page where I will write review posts. I hope you have a great day.