Standing still

Today I feel like parts of me are dying. I've been trying so hard to tell my self I'm ok that I forgot.... I'm really not ok right now. Working this much is killing.... and being on the fence about what to do with my life and so forth is also making me wonder what I should do with my life right now. It would be so easy to fall back into a trap... but this is not a healthy situation for me or the other person.... Going back to a comfort zone is only easy because you already know what is going on.... but the true test I think here is how strong I am to withstand it....