Breaking Loose

The final count down has begun. Tomorrow I start my new job training at the MOA AKA Mall of America. I'm so flustered and excited to start this job. It makes me feel like I might get one step closer to finding a stronger connection to my mom. My heart is beating so fast and so furiously that I don't know if I'll be able to sleep tonight. Counting down the hours till I get into my car and head to Crave, a place I will be calling work from now on. I should have a celebration party tomorrow after work or something. Something to let out all this excitement and angst.